Unbroken heart

As I wrote I had plans with my ex and now I'm plan-less, I want to say I'm PAINLESS too. And penniless...but that's different story and the word sounds almost like "penis" to me so let's move to the point..

I had a pretty good relationship with a boy who was my lover and the best friend. One day it started to fade away, at this age people are very changeable, you are exploring (and exploding) and finding new possibilities...and you can change very quickly into a quite different person. And we changed. I should had known it already two years before when we were on a holiday by the sea and kids called us  “Edward and Bella” that was actually the first sign that I will change and he will never get suntanned.

I just wanted to make clear that I’m not broken-hearted, only broken-planned. We split up very slowly, in a pretty nice and polite way. The main problem is that the person who I am now is not capable of creating a new pair with someone else and not able to figure out all the other aspects of life- job/ school/ flat/ tooth brash/ haircut/ socks. Sucks.