Who am I gonna be?
Can we influance this? I though we can't but...
People kept asking me questions such as why do you study so hard, why do you read so much, why do you love to have your coffee served in a library, why are you still seeing your grandparents though you can't stand them??? And my answer was always: I DON'T KNOW. But- Today I switched the TV on just to have some company during eating my fish fingers and The Gilmore Girls were on. And then BOOM, I was acting this way because I wanted to be a Czech Rory Gilmore, wth! Really, it was my teenage dream that, in a way, came true (be careful what you wish!).
That's why I got the idea that I can be who I wanna be (myself? pch, don't be silly).
I would like to be more nice. As a cheerleader on american high schools or most of the blond girls, I would love to be that nice to all people. I'd like to think less and enjoy life more. I'd like to close the open book my mind is to everyone and be a bit mysterious, such as Debbie--->
I want to keep my fragile mind and heart but don't show it everyone...
Hey, you know what...as I'm writing I try to think about a person, real or fiction who would I wanna be and can't find any. If there isn't anyone good enough, I can't be neither.
Maybe I will just continue my Rory Gilmore career. I'm almost sorry I gave up on journalism so soon! Let's hope Rory just staied clever, witty, pure and a good girl. It isn't very practical for the real life (and trust me, this humor we both have is rather a curse...) but it was quite a good life. Had my Dean, my Jess, had my Logan...I guess it can only get better now!
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